- Wed Apr 22, 2015 10:31 pm #422 Before the trainings, my life consisted of persistent highs and lows. When things were what I considered to be going well, life was great, when I was down, I was really down. I constantly held myself small and believed that the way things are, are the way things will be and I cannot change that. I lived in a world of no possibility. Everything was a huge burden and I did not know what it really meant to love people and to live for someone other than myself. Even though I knew I was off, I did not understand what it meant to really give to someone else.
After the trainings, I not only realized, but I FELT, EXPERIENCED, LIVED what it means to give and see that only in giving do I receive. I have realized that I AM powerful and worthy, beautiful and unique. I inspire people and the parts of me that I used to hide are actually the mot beautiful and powerful parts of myself.
In addition, I healed my relationship with my stepfather. We live in the same house, but there was no connection, love, or understanding. Now, he feels loved and I feel like I have gained a best friend. I became efficient at work, eager and willing to make my hospital a better place for patients and workers. I used to look at it as a place of no hope and the burden of my life. Now, it is a place where I can be the best nurse that I can be, helping others because I love to, not because I have to.
I hold myself and people around me worthy - worthy of this life and worthy to be their free unique self on this planet.